06-15 On My Own

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Mom left on Sunday, and Brian went back to work today, so I was home alone with the kids and all the responsibility for the first time today.  And not only was I in charge, but I had to take Tamara to a doctor's appointment.  Let's see, today I drove Brian to work, fed the kids breakfast and cleaned up, folded laundry, washed laundry, changed the baby, fed the baby, cooked/cleaned lunch, got shoes on everybody, drove to the doctor's office, pulled my drain getting out of the car, unloaded everybody into the doctor's office in pouring rain, got back in the car afterward to see the sun come out, came home, went to look at a house, went to the mall to get new glasses for the girls, got dinner, ran an errand at WalMart, came home and worked.  And indeed, I am quite tired and sore today.  However, my drain output hasn't gone up (over yesterday, at least).
 
This, I do not understand.  I enjoy a relaxing day picking strawberries and making yummies, not sore or tired, and my drain output octuples (is that even a word?).  I go back to "work" as mommy, doing housework and running all over the place, and my drain output doesn't budge.  If these two days were a couple weeks apart, I could understand the discrepancy, but this was only two days apart.  Doesn't make any sense at all.
 
My wound doesn't look any different to me at all.  I already did a spell for it last week.  Now I'm beginning to research alternative therapies, anything from honey to electric shocks.  I'll try anything, I do not like having this open wound on my belly and it is not normal for me not to heal like this.
 
Not to mention I want a cigarette in the worst way, but I can't smoke until this heals.