I'm due in two days. Every week I go in to the midwives, I get yelled at for doing too much, for not relaxing enough, for not asking for help, blah blah blah. You know what? THERE IS NO HELP. None. It's not there.

Mom's been here since Thursday. She's been good help, for babysitting and occasionally cleaning up meals, etc. Good shopping. And then she complains because I don't boss her around enough. Same with Brian.

Am I the only person in the world doing Flylady whose entire family just hates it? I don't understand this! I took a lot of effort, especially in the last few weeks, to make sure that my Control Journal was up to date. I printed out extra menus, I updated routines as needed, I updated all the phone numbers and emergency information. EVERYTHING IS THERE.

I don't like telling people what to do. I suck at it. Everything is in the Control Journal. When somebody asks what they can do, I tell them to check there. And then I get yelled at. Mom says she might as well just go home.